My Biggest Fear

As each day passes that I'm battling all my mental and chronic illnesses, the more I feel convinced that I'm never going to find a partner. Each night I sit with a cold wash cloth on my head while on the bathroom floor puking my guts out, the only question in my mind is "why… Continue reading My Biggest Fear

Dear Boyfriend, Thanks for ED Help

"You can't be loved until you love yourself." I've heard this quote many times in reference to eating disorder recoveries. It's this stigma that people with eating disorders are unlovable until they love themselves and get healthy. Since I've been in recovery for Avoidant/ Restrictive Food Intake Disorder, I've gained around 80 lbs. Now I am… Continue reading Dear Boyfriend, Thanks for ED Help

New Years Resolutions

Yeah yeah. Everyone makes them, hardly anyone keeps them. But, I'm going to try anyways. I've had this blog for over a year now. I've been dedicated to posting... for about three posts. Then it slips my mind and I forget about it. So I've given the blog a face lift and set goals for… Continue reading New Years Resolutions